Getting older but not necessarily wiser. That's...
There are a couple of things in my life right now that I should be happy about. Actually, there are alot. I was born into this world - completely normal. With a pair of loving parents that have done nothing but give me the best that they could. I’m not some guy with a severe heart disease, or lung cancer, or what not. I’m not crippled, nor do I have any existing degenerative diseases....
I think my parents are forgetting that soon I’m turning 20 and that I’m not a kid anymore. I’m basically an adult. I need you to trust on my decision making skills because I know what’s best for me more than you’ll ever know me, and that’s cause you never even tried.
I’m a miserable fuck and I’ll die lonely.
Anonymous asked: "Sometimes I wonder how you stay so sad when you're so beautiful" I just read your post about how you were feeling sad and depressed. I thought this might cheer you up. Just remember that you're just an angel who forgot how to fly. xoxo
I’ve been staring at my computer screen thinking how I should start what I’m going to say… And I don’t know how. The same reason as why I’m feeling depressed and empty the past couple of days. I don’t know why but I’m deeply sad, the kind of sadness when you feel remorse. When you lose something that has been a part of you but you can’t seem to...
Earlier, my friends talked about a rather sensitive topic that hit my feelings. It was about the gays, and lesbian community. One of them convicted that God doesn’t love gays. The other said that she has nothing against the homosexuals, as long as they don’t act as homosexuals. As long as they don’t engage in anal sex, etc. It hit me because I’m bisexual, I am attracted to...
I’m done with everything that’s made me seem like I’m only peaking at reality through a window.. It’s about time I grow the fuck up and face reality with who I really am! I’m excited for this new coming of chapter in my life and I’m gonna see to it that it’s hell alot worth it. This time, there’s no turning back.
It's the 11th of October &
I feel inferior. Dull. Boring. Plain. Irrelevant. I feel like I’m just another person. Indifferent. I feel like I’ve no right to act freely. To act upon what I am and what I’m capable of. I feel like people judge me all the time. I’m sick and tired.. I just want to vanish and look at the stars for eternity. How bright they shine for me. Cause then I don’t...
I doubt it if I passed this semester on my major subject. Studying wasn’t really on my mind half the time and I don’t know what’s gotten into me but I just found everything completely useless.. There’s no point in studying if you’re not even interested. I know, this wouldn’t be what successful men would think if they were in my position; trust me, I see things...